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well...whats been happening then?
that friend i told you about a few months ago?
she tried to kill herself, and she's been self harming for about a year. she never told anyone.
apparently thats not "something we needed to know"
always good
my granddad died. my nan was really upset by his death, and forgot to eat for a few days, got ill and ended up in hospital too.
my dad had a bit of a nervous breakdown and has been off work for a while.
its not been a good couple of months.
i did my a levels. all over now, nice to have a break really. except we've started a2's straight away, so just more homework really.
i read a cool statistic a while ago that 3/10's of the population self harms. which logically should mean that out of my friends only 6 of them should self harm. (my close friends that is)
when i counted the other day, turns out 8/10 of them self harm.
people say these are the best years of your life...
i hope they are wrong.
because if things just keep getting worse im not sure how anyone survives.
take care everyone, apparently things only get worse... but i wouldn't believe them.

well im sure this is a record for me, im quite entirely unused to actually being able to keep up a blog for more than a day
im going down to visit my grandparents later today
my granddad is quite ill, i hope that he's okay
im sure that my gran will look after him, we offered that they could come live with us (we have a fairly big house) but she said they liked the independence
i think ill check on my friend today, before i leave
she isn't doing too well at the moment, i think schools getting to her
xxx

perhaps, you would like to get to know me?
or at least understand that there's a person writing the words you read
rather than an emotionless robot
my name is hannah
but if you want a response from me "han" would be your best bet
im 17 and have been since december, and no i don't appreciate the idea of joint Christmas birthday presents, i just have cheap friends
i live in a small town called winwick
im not sure if it qualifies as a town actually
well whatever winwick is, its is kinda near liverpool
i hope youve enjoyed learning about a person's life who you will never meet, unless you happen to be around liverpool next saturday and see a girl looking quite lost across the street
xxx